(Letter edited to protect identity of writer.)
Dear Auntie Seraphic,
In the vein of several of the comments on a recent post, could you please give us some advice on being friends with guys? I have personally been giving this topic a lot of thought lately because of a rather frustrating "friendship" I am in with a young man.
I grew up with only sisters, and I had minimal interactions with young men until I went to college, and then I was shy and avoided contact with them as much as possible. Thank goodness I grew out if my shyness, but even now as a (relatively) confident mid 20 something, I still find it difficult to talk to/relate to guys. So, I was pleasantly surprised when I met a young man at work who was easy to talk to and seemed to enjoy my company.
When we both left the job, he asked for my number and wanted to stay in touch. I really liked him (i.e. had a crush on him), so I was hoping he was planning to ask me out. He texted me a few times and then asked me to a movie, which did not turn out to be a date (I am assuming this since I paid for my own ticket and it felt very friendish). After that I heard nothing from him for several weeks.
I assumed he wasn't interested in being friends after all, so I tried to forget about it. Randomly one day he texted me again to ask how I was doing and asked me to go hiking. The same pattern followed. A few weeks of silence. Then "How've you been? Let's meet for coffee". I backed out of plans for a jam session with him a few weeks ago, but I have a feeling he'a going to text me soon to reschedule.
He is a very nice (culturally) Catholic boy, so I'm trying not to think ill of him, but I'm getting a bit tired of the "feast and famine" approach the friendship seems to be taking. I have reality checked myself out of my crush (for the most part) but I really do enjoy his company. We always have a good time and good conversations. I would genuinely like to be his friend. But I don't know how to decipher the (up to 6 week) long silences.
For me, being friends means talking to each other more than only every 6 weeks, at least in the early stages. Or is that needy of me? My non-confrontational self would almost just like to stop accepting his invitations to do things and just let it die out. However, my mom made the wise observation that as I have few friends, I should try to cultivate the friendships I do have.
In this case, (as a friend) should I initiate texting and invite him to do things? Or do the silences mean he's really not that interested in being my friend? It really sounds like I'm overthinking this, but I would just like to understand guys' behavior a little better so I can be more comfortable around them. Thank you, Auntie, and a blessed Advent!
Dear Confused Friend,
I'm on side with your mother. The silences do not mean that he's not interested in being your friend. The silences mean that he's not interested in being your boyfriend. AND THAT'S OKAY. When you have grown up without boys your own age in your life, it is a great blessing to have male friends. It can be annoying when all you have are male friends--everyone's pal, nobody's sweetheart--but in your situation, I would be grateful for this opportunity to associate with a nice, friendly man my age without the pressure or worries of romance.
Men do friendship differently from the way women do friendship. Women usually need to be in touch a lot, and the basis of our friendships is conversation. Lots of conversation! And news! But men are not like that. They get together from time to time, smile and insult each other. They joke around, they DO something (like play soccer) or they drink beer. (I am not at all surprised that your friend invited you for a hike and wants to jam--that sounds very man-like.) My husband meets his best friend only once every three months! And if we didn't see them at church, we might not see our other male friends for weeks! But these men don't mind. They are the same way.
If you enjoy time with your friend, and you can accept that he is just going to be a friend (perhaps a more exciting friend than a new female friend, but still a friend), then think of something you would like to do together (since he likes hiking, going to the zoo?) and text an invitation. This does not count as chasing him, since that is not what you are doing. You are just signalling that you are doing your part to keep the friendship going.
Congratulations on having a male friend! I think spending time with good men makes it easier to attract other good men. I am not sure why this is, but this is my experience.
Grace and peace,
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